My March Madness: 2015

The bracket came out on Sunday. The "First Four", or first round (this name is terrible) begins tonight. Second round games start on Thursday. Admittedly, this is a difficult time of the year for me. No, not because of some tragic event's anniversary or haunting reminder. The reason: college basketball.

Having spent seven years involved in Division I women's college basketball, being around basketball teams and having friends that play, have played, or currently coach Division I men's basketball, it's tough to avoid basketball on a daily basis from October to February. It is impossible to escape in late February and March as teams are winding down their seasons and vying for automatic NCAA bids in their conference championships. It was a heart breaker seeing William and Mary lose in the CAA tournament final, as well as my Michigan State Spartans losing in overtime in the Big Ten tournament final. But it's always fun to see a team like Albany win on a last second shot by a guy who lost his mother within the past year, or a team like sub-.500 Hampton win the MEAC as a 6-seed. These small schools play mostly for school pride, with hopes of adding a bit more to each school's endowment, while seeing a spike in admission applications.

The first four days of the NCAA tournament offer some of the year's best basketball games, with many of us watching or listening to a variety of games. Many of us picked our games in our brackets, filling out multiple brackets to cover for Cinderella scenarios or our Alma mater. Workplace productivity on that first Thursday and Friday of action often slows to a crawl.

I have been blessed through basketball, without a doubt. For many basketball traditionalists, women's basketball is, at best, a fringe sport, but it provided me an experience many students never have as undergraduates Working in women's basketball doesn't sound impressive to many, but there are a great deal of former players, high school coaches and others who covet graduate assistant coaching positions, with the hopes of becoming a college coach. I was blessed to have that opportunity. I was able to gain experience in film editing, strength and conditioning practices and was afforded access to some of the best coaching minds in basketball. I also benefited from the physical activity of daily practices, the academic advantages of preferred scheduling and an abundance of athletic apparel. My experience at Michigan State led me to Marshall University, then William and Mary. I got to travel across the country, saw some fantastic cities, ate in great restaurants, and even went to Mexico and Colombia due to the game of basketball. These are all fine blessings themselves.

But the danger of March is finding ourselves emotionally tied to the outcome of a 40-minute contest played by 18 to 24-year-olds; as if we have something on the line ourselves. Taking pride in a program's successes is fine, and being disappointed when they lose is acceptable too; but our emotions cannot use the game of basketball as their barometer. For the coaches, this is even more of a struggle, as their ability to provide for their families depends on their performance. Thankfully, for us as Christians, our right standing with the Lord and his acceptance of us is not based on our works, but through our faith in Christ, and His imputed righteousness.

Michigan State - 2000 National Champions

However, that radical grace is not demonstrated in the halls of athletic departments throughout the NCAA. If you want to see who's hiring, just check out the The Market on the NCAA's website. It's full of basketball job opportunities, and will have even more here in the next few weeks. (There are only 87 openings as I write this, but you can be sure there will be many more in the coming weeks.) Staff will lose their jobs, and the coaching carousel will continue. I remember the tension that existed following our losses in our conference tournaments, wondering whether or not I'd be able to continue graduate school or have a job that next week. It is almost assured that all of the coaches that you see on the sidelines in the NCAA Tournament will have the same jobs next year, or move on to a larger school. Of the 351 Division I basketball teams, 68 made the NCAA tournament, which means there are 283 other head coaches that must be concerned for their livelihood and families, not to mention each team's assistant coaches, operations staff, graduate assistants, office staff, or training staff. If a head coach is fired, you can be sure nearly every other staff member will be looking for other employment.

Even those coaches that are successful at smaller colleges try to make a jump to bigger schools, and sometimes pay the price. Take Manhattan College coach Steve Masiello as an example. After getting to the NCAA Tournament with Manhattan College last year, Masiello was poised to become the new coach at the University of South Florida in the American Athletic Conference. He was a student at the University of Kentucky from 1996 to 2000, and listed on his resume that had graduated. However, further review showed that his resume was inaccurate and that he had not in fact graduated from Kentucky. You may not need a bachelors degree to coach college basketball, but questions of character sometimes speak louder than basketball coaching skills. (And, in my opinion, character should sit higher than simple basketball coaching skills.) Masiello and his Manhattan Jaspers won the MAAC conference tournament and will actually face Kentucky, Masiello's now-Alma-mater, if they beat Hampton in their first round play in game.

Some coaches understand that losing a game in the NCAA tournament should not define you. Creighton University basketball coach Greg McDermott's post game speech after his team lost to Baylor last year should make us breathe a sigh of relief that there are some level-headed coaches out there who care for their players and staff.

As we are in the thick of March Madness, remember that these coaches (both in men's and women's basketball) and their staffs are under tremendous pressure to succeed and to find definition by wins and losses. Please pray for them, their hearts, and for their families. Athletes in Action and the Fellowship of Christian Athletes faithfully minister to coaches and athletes (who are typically pretty stubborn and prideful due to their success in coaching), and will be doing so at the Final Four for both the men and women.

Some coaches are rooted in Christ, and we should be praying for them. Scott Drew, head coach at Baylor, has displayed this well. In addressing a Baylor losing streak last year, Drew made sure people knew what he felt was most important for his players. Drew said to the team's chaplain, "We may not win another game this year, and I may be a horrible coach, but if any of these guys leave without knowing Christ, that will be the real loss." Drew also said, “Winning the game of life is a lot more rewarding than a 40-minute basketball game that’s so temporary. To have an opportunity to help be a part of an impact on a young person’s life is the best feeling.”
thankful.

Here's a strong spin on winning… Check out this pic. pic.twitter.com/xyPhVokUyj
— Morris M. Michalski (@CoachMo7) March 23, 2014

I was constantly challenged by this tension of success and the pressure that basketball brings, and it is an ugly perspective to have. I am thankful that Christ's acceptance does not ride on wins and losses. So, I'll be watching this weekend again, just like everyone else, but with a perspective that the wins and losses in my bracket do not determine my identity in Christ or control my emotions.

In closing, as a Michigan State graduate, the Spartans are my obligatory pick. If they struggle in the tournament, be sure to check in and see how I'm handling it. Go Green, Go White!

Philadelphia, PA, 2011

Cancun, Mexico, 2010

Chicago, IL - Athletes in Action training camp, 2009

Bolivar, Colombia - Sharing my testimony, 2009

Impromptu practice at a Cartagena, Colombia school, 2009

On the bench at Marshall

New Orleans, LA, Cafe De Monde - C-USA Championship, 2009

6 Months in Houston; Reflections and a Little Personal History

I have now been in Houston now for just over six months. I have lived in five different cities in four different states within the past five and a half years. While there has been stress and uncertainty in relocation, I have seen God’s grace in each place I have lived. Here's a background of my time spent in each city:

East Lansing, MI - As a resident mentor in Wonders Hall at Michigan State University, some fellow mentors challenge me in my faith, and through the fellowship and encouragement of men of Spartan Christian Fellowship and University Reformed Church, I find true faith in Christ. My four-year involvement with the Michigan State Women's Basketball team leads me to Marshall University.

Huntington, WV - Before ever visiting Huntington, I accept a graduate assistant coaching position with the Marshall University Women's Basketball team. I found fellowship among others in the Fellowship of Christian Athletes and River Cities Community Church. My time, and the encouragement and camaraderie of this crew, in Huntington strengthened my faith unimaginably. No other town has a spot in my heart like Huntington. 

Williamsburg, VA - My basketball experience allowed me to be hired as the Director of Basketball Operations for the College of William and Mary Women's Basketball team. It's here I realize I no longer desired to pursue collegiate coaching as a profession, even though I love the sport, and have been blessed greatly through it.

Harrisonburg, VA - My location and public administration education leads to a land-use planning position with Rockingham County, Virginia. I spend 13 months in Harrisonburg, enjoying fellowship with the James Madison University Fellowship of Christian Athletes group, and those at Covenant Presbyterian Church. 

Looking back on these past five years, I can see how the Lord has continued to reveal himself to me, and how he has allowed my circumstances and relationships to increase my dependence on him, and increase my faith in his reign. It is a testament to how limited of a view we have in this present time of the orchestration of the events in our lives, and that the Lord is faithful to work things out for our good and our joy.

With that background, here’s a little rundown of the past few months:

April – A position in the Planning and Development Department for the City of Houston opens. I apply.

May – I am notified that I have been selected for an interview with the City of Houston. I am also told I have interviews with Howard County, Maryland and the City of Cincinnati, Ohio planning departments. I participate in an interview over Skype with the City of Houston. I'd say I nailed it.

June – Knowing I may not be in Harrisonburg much longer, I soak up the Shenandoah Valley, hiking as much as possible in Shenandoah National Park, finding bears on the trails, swimming in waterfalls, and picking as many wild blackberries and raspberries as possible. My parents spent a week at my apartment in Harrisonburg, and we also spent a few days in Washington DC. We met up with one of my best friends, Luke, where he helped reaffirm my decision to move to Houston.

July – To add to the confusion, I learn that the City of Norfolk, Virginia would like to interview me for a position in their Planning Department. I made sure to enjoy Harrisonburg, Rockingham County, the State of Virginia and my coworkers and friends as much as possible. I was not able to find a time to interview with Norfolk, so I declined to continue in their application process. Norfolk is a great city, and I wonder what would have become of that interview.

Finally, on Thursday, July 19, 2012, I began my journey to Houston with a U-Haul trailer in tow. I took my time enjoying Virginia, Tennessee, Georgia, Alabama, Mississippi and Louisiana, finally arriving in Texas on Saturday, July 21. Brian, a coworker and fellow Michigan State graduate, graciously provided me a place to rest my head for a few months until I was able to find a living situation. I attended Sojourn for the first time on Sunday July 22, 2012, where Kyle Bryant promptly gave me an extensive tour of the city, and then the next day, I went to work. Welcome to Houston, now breathe. And try not to sweat so much.

August – I found myself trying to navigate Houston, learning more about the city I work for and the residents that I serve. I worked in a long weekend trip back to Michigan for a family wedding and managed to take in a Tigers game. I was glad to enjoy an exceptional Michigan summer for a few days.

September – I was able to finally find a comfortable and modest living situation, and became a covenant member at Sojourn.

October / November – Fall in Houston proved to be beautiful, and I made a trip to San Antonio to see my girls from the William and Mary Women’s Basketball team playing in a Thanksgiving classic at the University of Texas San Antonio. I miss those girls. I also had the chance to take in an Oakland University Basketball game, as the Golden Grizzlies traveled down to Houston to take on Texas Southern. It was great to see my Michigan State roommate and fellow scout player James, as well as the Grizz get a win. Having family that teaches and attends Oakland, as well as having worked their basketball camps for many summers, I enjoy supporting Oakland any way I can.

December – Christmas in a warm climate just did not feel the same, so I made sure to be at home with the family for Christmas. Michigan had a white Christmas, and it was great to get feel some cold weather!

Now that spring is right around the corner, it won’t be long until I will be reflecting on having spent a year in Houston. The Lord has blessed me richly in finding a community of brothers and sisters in Christ at Sojourn Houston committed to sharing the gospel and building each other up in righteousness. My roots are continuing to be planted, and I am thankful for the friendships that have been cultivated through my time here, and I look forward to the continued partnership of the gospel that lies ahead. There have been times of personal disappointment and difficulty, but these pains pale in comparison to the joy that has been gained as the Lord continues to reveal his plan for my life, and for the ministry of Sojourn in Houston.

I was comfortable in Virginia, soaking in the agrarian lifestyle of Harrisonburg, hiking with the black bears and deer in the mountains or the meadow, swimming in waterfalls, eating wild berries and hanging out at the farmers market; but I was also ready for a new challenge. My move to Houston was made with some trepidation, but it has been most sanctifying, and I thank the Lord for that.